It's time to let it go

I’m pissed off. My friend won’t let me quit even though I’ve made my decision.

I’m angry because I want to follow my heart. And I know that if that’s what I want, I’ll do whatever it takes to get it. I want to quit. I will. Simple as that. No negotiation unless the offer is really high.

If they were my friends, they’d stand by me and my decision, whatever the decision may be. They are thinking of the ‘bigger picture’, or the ‘giving back for what you’ve gained’, or the ‘come on man, it’s just one more’. Well, it’s one more that I don’t want to achieve because of my stand.

I know others will think I’m not thinking straight when I’m angry like this. It’s okay. I’m used to being misunderstood. Many people don’t get my rationale, and don’t have a strong enough one of their own that I could at least consider.

I’ve done some drastic things. I’ve said some really harsh words. But come tomorrow, I will not regret a single thing I’ve done. I will only regret not sticking to my decision earlier, and letting people talk me out of it. They have tried to stop me from being me. I don’t blame them for that, it’s my fault for being a coward. I take full responsibility. I do hope that we are able to move past it, clear and guilt-free. No apologies expected. I am not sorry for what I did.